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Post by Hunny on Feb 19, 2024 18:31:44 GMT
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Post by Hunny on Feb 19, 2024 19:23:37 GMT
This song caught my attention in a South Park episode. (All things life are explained by a South Park episode.) But it matters not the layers of this & that, it was a story of love and hurt. That's all. And I'm not sitting about listening to that song repeatedly, my heart in bandage. Not me. Who needs love! It is illogical. It's painful. Fluids are involved! (tears, what did ya think I meant?) (Oh... Yea I guess I better save some of those tissues. See, I really don't need you!
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Post by Hunny on Feb 20, 2024 19:51:20 GMT
Okay so my cat - my only friend or family - died. And I cried for 7 weeks, looking at the emptiness he left. Then the woman I love told me, "Don't talk to me anymore." And I'm crying still. Yes, woman. I said - here, and at Tapestry years ago - I am trans: male body / female heart and proclivities. I am of the women. Sure it's confusing. I can tell you being dual-natured has usefulness. It's essential for creating. βIt is fatal to be a man or woman pure and simple: one must be woman manly, or man womanly.β - Virginia Woolf
And transgenders have been despised, but the fact is YOU ALL have a bit of the other side in you. My bit is just bigger than yours. (It's okay. You can always do like Austin Powers! Couldn't resist. So I was on hormone therapy years ago, but I ceased it. It was too little too late. And I'm just Paul now, who writes music and comedy and philosophy. That's right. I'm finally just a man in love with a woman. And it is heaven in her company - her face, her beautiful eyes. I'm so in love! _____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ It's a certainty when I post there'll be some music notes. To that end I find that song above wonderful. My Philosopher Friend taught about it, and I'd bought all her papers so I could not pass on her Barbie Podcast. I bought the movie and watched it 4 times to understand. It's relevant to women, and to my friend's subversive interest (post-2,000 feminism - the feminism that wants to oppress men, which is hypocrisy and harm). That's your contribution to society as a generation???!! To fight a fight already won, causing only damage? Oh I was a feminist before she was born. And a guy risked death if he spoke on behalf of the girls then! (Because the other guys would think you must be queer (that was the word) and they'd kill you for that. But I supported you. The history of feminism to 2,000 makes me proud. Post-2,000 though, you make it seem a mistake having ceded you rights at all! and we should set the clock back to 1800! (I don't mean that.) But you're fighting without constructive reason, causing only harm and when women (and blacks) only really need to enjoy the equality they already have! Please. Get by our side and help instead of trying to war us out of existence? I know women like to complain, but that's NOT your power, that's your damage. And you have nothing to fight against. The fact is women are broken from their long oppression and need to be about fixing their own damage. And we are on your side. You don't really have to castrate us.
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Post by Hunny on Feb 21, 2024 13:12:57 GMT
Alright let's talk Philosophy. I know some Immanuel Kant, and what I've gleaned about what Philosophy is, and who the philosophers are now. They are rich kids who major in something that will not get one a job in life - other than to just stay in school forever, indoctrinating other rich kids into a club so intentionally exclusive it gives NOTHING to the society it portends to have wisdom about. And Philosophy is taught by kids who've never left school to be in life to have any wisdom about it. Frankly if that Philosophy Professor across the way wasn't somehow part of my soul, I would not have studied an OTHER philosopher! (Yes, I'm a philosopher. But like music and comedy and everything else I am, no one knows of it. However I am current.) But from one of her students: "Recently, I asked Professor her opinion. She explained how the goal of a college education should not be to prepare someone for a future career. Not only does it cause us to miss the value of any academic discipline that we encounter, we really couldnβt do something like this. ( ) The college administration doesnβt know what will be the best things to know or be able to do for future careers." Well. She's a wonderful educator. And I find it deeply impossible to give her a negative. But not everyone needs to stay in college for life, being payed upper class income to disable others similarly. (lol)
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Post by Big Lin on Mar 2, 2024 21:37:17 GMT
Mike is better place to reply to this than me as a former lecturer in philosophy.
But I know he's not a fan of Kant though he agrees with a lot of neo-Kantian philosophy especially Schopenhauer.
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Post by Hunny on Mar 2, 2024 21:38:14 GMT
Aw, hello Lin! mm A lecturer? Is there perhaps a youtube, that we could hear him speak?Oh and what do you think? If I stand below her window serenading, will she be impressed? before summoning the Campus Police?
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Post by deyana on Mar 8, 2024 2:24:07 GMT
I find the song sad. Life is too short to be sad, Hunny. I'd like to see you smile and laugh and enjoy life again. Maybe even get a new kitty? What do you think? You have a new love? That's great! Nothing like a new love to make us feel amazing. Just keep on being true to yourself, Hunny, because you are the most important person in your life and that is really what it is all about. Truth, love and laughter
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Post by Hunny on Mar 8, 2024 23:12:24 GMT
I find the song sad. Life is too short to be sad, Hunny. I'd like to see you smile and laugh and enjoy life again. Maybe even get a new kitty? What do you think? You have a new love? That's great! Nothing like a new love to make us feel amazing. Just keep on being true to yourself, Hunny, because you are the most important person in your life and that is really what it is all about. Truth, love and laughter Oh I can't get another cat. I'm thinking I still need to love though! Maybe a human this time, lol
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ I'm actually sorry to tell people I'm functioning as male now because Hunny was real me. But I haven't the money or the energy anymore. I live as male now, and I've turned my thoughts to doing charity work, helping people. Where I live there are many in need! And well, it can't be a bad goal to help someone, and have a good laugh each day, for what to do. It was Gibby you know! who made it an issue to have to discuss. (Oh she chased me all over the internet, abusing me.) And she left me only 2 forums she doesn't go to: Bits and your place. Well, I'd love to sign up there. I was getting to know Apple
and a few at Gibby's Place, but...she took all that away. And I didn't want to sign back up with you, even under a different name, because trouble could erupt. (I'm safe at Bits though because OH she is blocked!! LOL But yea, I was at Gibby's as "Charlie" and she went around outing me though I'd been open and she'd known since 2010! Gibby is an abuser, and a criminal.
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I'm waiting for both UPS and FedEx right now. They're bringing me books and clothes. I'm writing about how feminism post-2,000 need be about women helping themselves (not hurting men!) My friend (I cant even say her name because google - she's a public figure and I cant mess up her image with personal talk online.) But my friend is a chairperson of a feminist organization and I'm invested in that too, but she's got it wrong! (lol) ..It could make for invigorating conversation at least, and maybe we'll work on something important together! _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Yes I sang this song for days in a row out of grief. But I've gone back to playing (guitar or piano) and singing songs. So starting with this one will do.
I did 17 months of therapy after the stroke, and now I must do something in life. Go play at open mics, maybe a solo gig..tell a few jokes and play a couple songs. So singing this is just warming up really. LOL Yes I need to sing happier stuff!
(But I still want to 'learn the piano part to this, lol ...
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Post by Hunny on Mar 10, 2024 17:18:06 GMT
Captain Meow (sitting on the corner of my desk) and her, peering at each other across the street! Thing is when she instigated a real friendship finally, I thought "Someone who could be my equal, my PEER!" Well. She PEERS alright! The woman's a PEEPER! ____________________________________________________________
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Post by Hunny on Mar 10, 2024 20:05:13 GMT
Oh yea, piano! I'm learning that 'sad' song now. Randy Newman's "Short People" next (a bit happier).
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Post by Hunny on Mar 12, 2024 14:07:54 GMT
Hunny, I love you whatever you want to be. Sorry to hear your troubles - I know from my own life how things get you down. Mike's got a terminal illness and I'm struggling to cope with the realisation that I might be a widow at any time. Love and hugs Lin (Shoot, I managed to delete your comment, Lin, sorry! Just woke up and I'm hurrying, company's coming and it's first thing in the morning!)
Aw, that's so nice to hear, Lin. Thank you. I'm so sorry about Mike and you, dear Lin. I wish I could turn the clock back for us all.
I am inclined to think let's live while we can. If you and Mike wanted to do a magazine issue for old times sake. Maybe review what & who Bits has been. Share stuff. Talk about now. We could send out a mass mail, and because the internet was decimated by facebook, maybe enough old people would like (no puns intended) to hang somewhere familiar for a bit!
Just a thought.
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Post by apple on Mar 17, 2024 1:21:35 GMT
I find the song sad. Life is too short to be sad, Hunny. I'd like to see you smile and laugh and enjoy life again. Maybe even get a new kitty? What do you think? You have a new love? That's great! Nothing like a new love to make us feel amazing. Just keep on being true to yourself, Hunny, because you are the most important person in your life and that is really what it is all about. Truth, love and laughter Oh I can't get another cat. I'm thinking I still need to love though! Maybe a human this time, lol
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ I'm actually sorry to tell people I'm functioning as male now because Hunny was real me. But I haven't the money or the energy anymore. I live as male now, and I've turned my thoughts to doing charity work, helping people. Where I live there are many in need! And well, it can't be a bad goal to help someone, and have a good laugh each day, for what to do. It was Gibby you know! who made it an issue to have to discuss. (Oh she chased me all over the internet, abusing me.) And she left me only 2 forums she doesn't go to: Bits and your place. Well, I'd love to sign up there. I was getting to know Apple
and a few at Gibby's Place, but...she took all that away. And I didn't want to sign back up with you, even under a different name, because trouble could erupt. (I'm safe at Bits though because OH she is blocked!! LOL But yea, I was at Gibby's as "Charlie" and she went around outing me though I'd been open and she'd known since 2010! Gibby is an abuser, and a criminal.
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I'm waiting for both UPS and FedEx right now. They're bringing me books and clothes. I'm writing about how feminism post-2,000 need be about women helping themselves (not hurting men!) My friend (I cant even say her name because google - she's a public figure and I cant mess up her image with personal talk online.) But my friend is a chairperson of a feminist organization and I'm invested in that too, but she's got it wrong! (lol) ..It could make for invigorating conversation at least, and maybe we'll work on something important together! _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Yes I sang this song for days in a row out of grief. But I've gone back to playing (guitar or piano) and singing songs. So starting with this one will do.
I did 17 months of therapy after the stroke, and now I must do something in life. Go play at open mics, maybe a solo gig..tell a few jokes and play a couple songs. So singing this is just warming up really. LOL Yes I need to sing happier stuff!
(But I still want to 'learn the piano part to this, lol ...
Hi Hunny! I just joined here and saw my name.πΌπ Just wanted to say hello! Hope all is well with you.
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Post by deyana on Mar 17, 2024 18:36:20 GMT
Hello Apple!
Hunny, charity work sounds like a great idea. I've done my fair share in the past and found it really fulfilling.
I enjoy reading your posts, keep them coming, Hunny.
As for people we meet on the internet who are less than savory or have less then perfect morals, all we can do is ignore them. That really is the best policy. I do understand what you went through though, as the same person put me through the same thing. So maybe that is just what she does?
Stay true to yourself and I hope you find that fulfillment. We are all looking for it.
x
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Post by deyana on Mar 17, 2024 21:07:55 GMT
Why do you think 'trouble could erupt' ?
She doesn't have power over anyone, unless they give it to her. Don't let her determine where you go and don't go.
Bullies are nothing without those that back them up.
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Post by Hunny on Mar 17, 2024 22:17:56 GMT
Why do you think 'trouble could erupt' ? She doesn't have power over anyone, unless they give it to her. Don't let her determine where you go and don't go. Bullies are nothing without those that back them up. You are such a kind good friend, Dianne. I would be so pleased to sign back up at Daze. And I'd have been there hours ago, but my computer went offline! so I cooked supper and waited it out. It seems to be fine now. (I made chicken curry. I love that stuff, lol.)
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